Like I said in a previous post, I want to go on vacation so badly. I think it’s nice to get away from your everyday life for awhile. Go somewhere where nobody knows you and you don’t know where anything is. Where it is an adventure to go out to dinner for the night. My ultimate dream vacation would be to go to Europe, particularly France. England would be the 2nd runner up. Now, for me that is the ultimate vacation. That is so far away from home, so different, and foreign. Right now, as I haven’t been on a vacation in YEARS, I wouldn’t mind going somewhere close by. Maybe a few hours away. Catalina would be fun, and I think we are planning on doing that pretty soon, for just the day. If we like it, we can plan another trip for an over night stay. I tend to pretend shop a lot. I don’t know why, but I think it gets it out of my system. I go look at things, and at them to my basket and never buy them. So, I was planning my European vacation online for the millionth time. I came across this website and was looking for Cheap Hotels, because I am thinking it’s Europe ya know. How bad can a cheap hotel be? I’m thinking that there has got to be some sort of quaintness to them. I’m thinking cheap hotel because, I want some money for shopping and in the hotel you are just going to be sleeping and showering there. Why spend lots of money on it, if you don’t have it, ya know. That’s a great site though! You can savea bundle, too!!! I can definitely see myself going back there to plan out my European vacation again. Maybe sometime in the near future it will actually be for real! If your so lucky to be able to take that vacation now…go and make your Hotel Reservation.
Archive for ◊ May, 2007 ◊
So, yeah, I was thinking about people and how they are, or how I perceive them. How they perceive me, even. I think of myself as someone who can read people pretty easily. Usually when I meet someone, my first impression is almost always right. Then you throw the internet into it, and who knows if the way I think of people on the internet are the way they truly are in person. I mean, I just read their words. So who knows. Have the people you’ve met online, the same in person as you thought they were online???
Today, I cleaned my closet out in my room, and my bedroom a bit. The closet looks amazing!!! It was so, so, so bad. I had 2 garbage bags of skinny clothes on the floor that somehow got torn open and were flooding the dirty floor. Jeremy had like 10 pairs of old vans…all blue. I had 3 pairs of old converse, dress shoes that I never wore to work (lol), 2 pairs of my favorite shoes that bitch Betty chewed up. I wanted to kick her ass all over again when I had to throw them away. I think I put them back in the closet after she chewed them up in hopes that they would regenerate or something. They didn’t though. 
Then I cleaned out all the clothes hanging up that I don’t wear or can’t fit into. That was a lot of clothes!!! I did keep the skinny pants in the closet though, like my cute Dickies jeans where my butt used to look amazing. Where Jeremy used to go crazy when I’d wear them. You know just in case, I get crazy and start to exercise again.
For the longest time, I have wanted to take a vacation. I think since the very begining of Jeremy’s and my relationship I have told him a bunch of time that I want to go somewhere. I would love to look into vacation rentals, somewhere in Lake Tahoe or San Francisco. I’m not even picky at all either! I don’t need some expensive vacation. I would adore to rent a cabin somewhere in Lake Tahoe, surrounded by trees and a nice deck and just enjoy the outdoors and the quiet serenity. The hard part is having the doggies, and they would be ridiculously sad if we left them. So, what would be even better? If we could find a cabin, that would accept our dogs. Then we could all go on vacation together. I think I’m going to go check it out and see if I can find something for all of us to do.
I went to Target on Saturday and got myself a new flat iron. Thank god, the prices have went waaaaay down! It costs me like $25.00, and it works so good! I’m so glad I didn’t have to spend $70 again.
My hair seems to be getting better, after it’s near death experience a few weeks back. I still absolutely hate my haircut, but whatever. The brown is fading out a bit, and I’m so glad about that. I actually am planning on pulling it through a cap and bleaching that, so I can have some highlights. I just want blonde hair again. I’m a blonde, I’ve always been a blonde, and I think I look better as a blonde. Or at least feel more comfortable as a blonde. So we will have to see what happens with my hair in the future.
I have definitely heard of labia reconstructive surgery. I do watch Dr. 90210, ya know! I can most certainly see why some women would want to have this vaginal plastic surgery done. I imagine if your labia is truly large and embarrasing you’d want to have some sort of vaginal plastic surgery procedures. I’ve heard of the mean names people, namely men, call women with large labia’s. If I were in that situation, I would most certainly look into having the surgery. I’m sure it is painful, but I would think having your boobs done would be worse. Luckily, I don’t need to worry about having this surgery. Maybe when I’m like 85, but I imagine when I’m that age, I won’t care what my vagina looks like.
I was thinking about engagement rings, and like I often do, I fantasize about that lovely diamond ring perched on my finger. Yesterday, however, I was thinking maybe instead of going with a diamond as the main stone in the setting, I would rather have like a 1ct ruby, with some diamonds on the side instead, then some diamonds on the wedding band. Would that be weird??? I mean, I am kinda weird anyway, and I’m not like everyone else. Plus, I love red, ruby is my birthstone, it would be original & wouldn’t be some cookie cutter ring. So maybe it would fit me, ya know? I tend to worry a lot about what other people think though, and I wouldn’t want people to think I was a freak or anything. What are your thoughts on this???
I was just sitting here and thinking about the truck and getting it fixed. For a second I thought that it didn’t have any Auto air conditioning, but then I remembered that it does have air conditoning, and it is the heatr that doesn’t work! Luckily since summer is coming up quickly. although who knows by the time we get it fixed, I’ll probably need the heater and not the air conditioning. Hopefully I am wrong though!
The 3 day weekend is over. It was a good weekend. The kids started out driving me freakin’ nuts on Saturday, but after that, they chilled out a bit and it was overall a good weekend. Saturday nioght we went to go see Pireates of the Caribbean. I don’t usually like those sorta movies, but I actually didn’t mind it at all. Although, my ass was hurting like a mofo towards the end. It was really long. We even went to a BBQ at Jeremy’s sister’s and they got to meet his family for the first time, ever. I was nervous as usual just being with his family, and it was actually really, really nice to have them there with me. They were really good, and I think I want to bring them everytime…just so I have my people there.
Man, I am hoping we get the truck fixed sometime soon. I hate not having a vehicle to drive around in. Plus, summer is just weeks away and it would be nice to have a truck to take the kids places, rather then sit in the house all day long. Like maybe we’d like to go get some frozen yogurt or see a movie or something. Then I can maybe get some truck accessories and make it my own. Take off all Jeremy’s old stickers to band I would never listen too. I just want a car to drive around in and not have to wait for Jeremy to get home from work. Luckily he doesn’t work a regular 8-5 job though. That would really suck!