Part of me is kinda sad that it is almost gone, and part of me wants it to be gone.

I love being able to sleep in & stay up late. The bad thing about that is that I find it just makes me so lazy during the day time. I hardly have the energy to do anything all day long. There is no motivation. My sleep pattern is just so whacked out. It doesn’t help that I have insomnia either. I dread when midnight comes, because I know Jeremy is going to want to go to bed soon. I don’t ever stay up alone without him, so that means I gotta go to bed too. Which also means I will be laying in bed for a couple hours before I fall asleep. I’ve been finding that playing Soduko on my phone helps me fall asleep. I play a game, and then I have to beat my time. I can’t turn it off until I do that.

I am looking forward to school starting though, because I have to wake up early and get the kids up and ready. I really do enjoy the mornings too, but I just sleep right through them into the afternoon. Luckily Sheldyn sleeps just as long as me. She’s gonna be in trouble when school starts too. We are going to have to go to bed earlier a week before school.

I’m also enjoying the kids being home, I think that is because we aren’t in an apartment and they have the neighbor kids to play with outside. They are usually out there after breakfast until 9pm. So they aren’t driving me nuts.

I am not looking forward to school starting because I seriously fear the troubles I am going to get from Chase. The homework, that I’m going to have to nag, and nag him to do. The homework that I bitch and bitch about all week to do and then he doesn’t turn in. The half-assed school work, the class work not done. The reading he refuses to do. I am seriously dreading that more then a root canal!!! The good news is I heard that rather then a weekly packet that will be turned in on Friday, that he will have nightly homework, that is to be turned in the next day. So he can’t slack off the night, and put it off until Thursday night.

Anyway, I jsut want my sleeping to be better, so I am awake during the day. I’m seriously considering getting some wine, and have a glass or two a night to make me sleepy at a normal hour. Over the weekend, I was up on Friday until 6:15 a.m. and Saturday until 5 a.m., and I could have kept going. Not good!

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