The kids are off school tomorrow. Which I am glad about because I don’t have to wake up early. Although I should.

I really need to get my sleeping patterns under control over here. In a perfect world, I’d go to bed between 10-11pm, and get up at 7am, shower and get the kids ready for school, & exercise.

I’m just SO tired in the morning though. Then I’m tired allllll day long, until 10pm rolls around and then I am wide awake. I usually go to bed about 1am, when Jeremy goes, then I play a game on my phone usually until about 2:45am or so. That’s usually when I feel sleepy. Then up at 7:30 to get the kids up and ready. I come home, and eat a smoothy for breakfast, go on the internet, and at about 9:30, my eyelids are droopy and I can barely stay awake. So, I cave in and go lay down, and the dogs and I sleep until about 12:30. Get up shower and get ready, then off to get the kids from school. Then I am tired the rest of the day.

When Jeremy gets home, we usually go lay in bed, and talk for a little, and kinda doze off for 30 minutes. It’s freakin’ ridiculous.

Lastnight, I didn’t play my game for very long at all, and turned it off before 2am. I laid there until 4:25am awake. I can’t seem to shut my brain off. I will lay there and think about the day, or the next day, or things I want to make or pictures. No matter how hard I try, I can’t stop thinking. Which is why I play my game.

I didn’t nap today, in hopes I would be really sleepy tonight. I’m not.

The other night, I took a benedryl at around midnight, and that made me so groggy the whole day. I slept until 1:30, that day.

I don’t know what to do.

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