Once upon a time there was this chick who was getting a divorce but still lived with her soon to be ex-husband. Things got a little crazy at one point and she had gotten hurt, and it was because of her ex-husband. So she went to the doctor’s, to make sure her neck was okay. She didn’t tell the doctor what happened, and had confided in her soon to be ex-sister-in-law, who snuck out of the exam room, and told the doctor it was her brother who had hurt the chick. Even though the chick was not being very nice to him at all, and to a point was driving him to the point of breaking, and he never had a history of violence before. So naturallyt he Doctor had to call the cops. The guy was arrested and put in jail, and there was a mandatory restraining order put on him to protect the woman. Thanks to OJ Simpson this was the law now, regardless of the reasons or the persons. It wasn’t really needed in the case of the girl and her soon to be ex, but I can see how that law is a good one. However, I have never needed a restraining order on anyone, but if I ever do need a CA restraining order CHO. I will definitely know where to go!

Once upon a time there was this chick who was getting a divorce but still lived with her soon to be ex-husband. Things got a little crazy at one point and she had gotten hurt, and it was because of her ex-husband. So she went to the doctor’s, to make sure her neck was okay. She didn’t tell the doctor what happened, and had confided in her soon to be ex-sister-in-law, who snuck out of the exam room, and told the doctor it was her brother who had hurt the chick. Even though the chick was not being very nice to him at all, and to a point was driving him to the point of breaking, and he never had a history of violence before. So naturallyt he Doctor had to call the cops. The guy was arrested and put in jail, and there was a mandatory restraining order put on him to protect the woman. Thanks to OJ Simpson this was the law now, regardless of the reasons or the persons. It wasn’t really needed in the case of the girl and her soon to be ex, but I can see how that law is a good one. However, I have never needed a restraining order on anyone, but if I ever do need a CA restraining order CHO. I will definitely know where to go!

I am so annoyed!

I bought Sheldyn clothes for Christmas. So, of course she was wearing them and I sent them with her to Chuck’s around the time when she went to the Rose Parade.

Well I told him after they came home, that she was missing all sorts of clothes! Last weekend he found some and I just realized she is still missing a brand new white skirt, a green cute Gymboree top with these cute little puffy sleeves, and a black baby doll type top I got to math these leggings. All gone. He assured me they were all at his house. come to find out he was calling his idiot sister to see if she had them over there. I just know moron Angie packed them up with her daughter and sent them to Tennessee when she went home. He’s also lost a brand new night gown. Never to be seen again. How do you lose clothes? I mean they don’t even live there, and I pack a bag for them every weekend. How hard is it to round up their stuff and send it back. ya know?

When we started painting the house when I moved in here, we took down all the blinds. They were all vertical blinds, and were so dirty and stained yellow and disgusting. We just threw them away. I would love to have some wood blinds, or those cute bamboo blinds. I had bought some shades from Kmart that are a cream with some wood pieces on the sections that pull up, but I don’t like how much dust they collect, being that we live in the dustiest house on the planet. It could be that we live in the windiest city, and have the worst windows on the planet, though. Anyway, I’d love to find some discount blinds for the whole house, sometime soon. Where they are all matching.

Well, I guess Jeremy has a job tomorrow…on Saturday. That kinda sucks just because it’s the weekend. However, it is good for so many other reasons. For one we will have to wake up at a reasonable hour tomorrow, and we will be out and about. Last weekend we slept in until about 1pm, both Saturday and Sunday. We didn’t even get out of the house until after 2pm. I hate that! Jeremy also only worked 3 days this week, so we need the money. So it is something to do where we are making money and not spending money.

So, I will be his little assistant. Let’s hope nobody asks if I’m pregnant this time.

We owned this house! There is so much I’d like to do with it, and we could make it really nice and a cute little house. I would love to totally redo the kitchen. I love the new glass tiles out now, and how pretty they are. I love the glass tile back splashes with the countertops. I’d like to do that to the kitchen and the bathrooms. I really like the concrete countertops too, and I think you could get some of the glass tiles for the backsplash. That would look pretty dang cool! However, we do not own this house, and so we can’t do anything that is going to break the bank to improve it. We can just do things here and there to make it better. When we get our own home one day before I die, I am getting those glass tiles though dang it!

Jeremy bought me a Tiffany bracelet about 3 years ago. It’s the one that has a heart charm on it. Well, I was looking at it last night thinking about taking it in to be all polished up pretty, when I noticed that at the top of the charm it has worn away from the link holding it on there. It’s a little cresent shape, that is so thin and about to break. I wear this bracelet every single day since I got it…but I’m a ittle annoyed that it’s going to break. I mean for a silver bracelet that costs $200, you’d think they would replace it if it fell of or fix it for free. I just shot them an email to see how much this will cost to repair. I don’t know why, but I expect a $200 bracelet to be indestructable.

My skin has been such an issue with me for awhile now. My face has been broken out since the begining of October!!! Actually just this week it has cleared up, and I think I have one blemish at this point. I am looking for a good natural skincare system to get my face on track and look pretty. Nothing makes you feel uglier then having acne all over your face. I’m pretty sure though that once I  start eating right and exercising that my face will clean up completely. It did before, even at period time I had no acne what so ever.

You know, I am SO damn tired right now! My sleeping pattern somehow got messed up. Actually it was when the kids were off school and with Chuck. I’d stay up late. Now I am trying to go to bed earlier…but have been falling asleep at like 2am or later. So I want to nap every single day. I didn’t nap today, and right now my eyes are so heavy. I want to go snuggle up in bed so bad. I must refrain. What’s funny is this evening/tonight I will be wide awake.

Oh and I’ve been having the weirdest thing happen to me when I am falling asleep. You know when you are JUST falling asleep…well every night this week, and it’s happened before but it’s been nightly recently…I will hear someone say my name. It is a diffrent voice everytime. Last night it was a kid. Sometimes it is yelling franticly, sometimes just normal. I’ve even heard Chase say “Mom!!!” before. Also…on top of the my name being called I will also see something disturbing…it is seperate from my name being called. A couple nights ago, I was envisioning driving to the kids school, and a child walking out in the street in front of my car and me hitting the kid. Oh course when it gets to that point, my eyes shoot open. Then I close them and start falling asleep and something else happens. Or I will hear an inaudible conversation.

It’s freaking WEIRD. I told Jeremy about it once, and he said he’s going to hide all the knives from me, because I’m hearing voices. LOL! Seriously though, I am…but only when I’m falling asleep. It’s like when I’m on both sides of the conscience and unconscience…and it’s freaking me out.

You guys think I’m fucking nuts or what? LOL!

I haven’t started eatting right or exercising. I suck…but I still do plan on doing it. right now though money is so tight, that I don’t have any extra money to buy healthier foods for Jeremy and I. So soon, I will shed these 40 lbs. and be one hot mama. HAHA! Jeremy’s got 60 lbs to lose. Maybe I should lose that too. Then I can be rail thin. I’d weight like 105, which I know would look absolutely riciculous on me. Even though I am 5′4″, I look good at 120-125. I look small, so I couldn’t imagine being in the low 100’s. I got so excited too. I was checking out things On Demand, and I found SO MANY exercise video’s. Like Yoga, Pilates, and dancing work outs! How cool is that??? I’ve watned to try all of those out, but I didn’t want to spend the money and never use them. Plus, I think the dancing one would be kinda fun. Anyway, since I am not starting my diet yet, I just want to eat the most candy ever. I’ve been on this total candy kick. A funny thing though is that I wake up in the morning, and I crave something sweet. Like before I’m even fully awake, I want to eat candy. Isn’t that odd??? I’m not a dark chocolate candy fan, but Jeremy is. I prefer the mik chocolate. I’m hoping Jeremy gets me some gooood candy for Valentines day. An engagement ring would be nice too. I’m not holding my breath for the ring though. Then candy I’m pretty sure I will get.