You know, I am SO damn tired right now! My sleeping pattern somehow got messed up. Actually it was when the kids were off school and with Chuck. I’d stay up late. Now I am trying to go to bed earlier…but have been falling asleep at like 2am or later. So I want to nap every single day. I didn’t nap today, and right now my eyes are so heavy. I want to go snuggle up in bed so bad. I must refrain. What’s funny is this evening/tonight I will be wide awake.

Oh and I’ve been having the weirdest thing happen to me when I am falling asleep. You know when you are JUST falling asleep…well every night this week, and it’s happened before but it’s been nightly recently…I will hear someone say my name. It is a diffrent voice everytime. Last night it was a kid. Sometimes it is yelling franticly, sometimes just normal. I’ve even heard Chase say “Mom!!!” before. Also…on top of the my name being called I will also see something disturbing…it is seperate from my name being called. A couple nights ago, I was envisioning driving to the kids school, and a child walking out in the street in front of my car and me hitting the kid. Oh course when it gets to that point, my eyes shoot open. Then I close them and start falling asleep and something else happens. Or I will hear an inaudible conversation.

It’s freaking WEIRD. I told Jeremy about it once, and he said he’s going to hide all the knives from me, because I’m hearing voices. LOL! Seriously though, I am…but only when I’m falling asleep. It’s like when I’m on both sides of the conscience and unconscience…and it’s freaking me out.

You guys think I’m fucking nuts or what? LOL!

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