So, I’m doing another video blog tomorrow on my grocery shopping trip tonight.

I blogged awhile ago about my skin, and how bad it was. I was pretty much convinced that my skin was due to hormones, and that it was always going to be bad. I never went to bed with makeup on, and washed my face twice a day. I then went to Target and decided to buy some new products for my face, you know give a new product a chance to disappoint me.

I walked down the isle, and had no idea what I was going to get. There were so many choices. Most brands had so many selections for different things. I couldn’t decide what I was going to get. I was getting mad, that it was so overwhelming. Do I pick up the product that is $35.00 or one that is $3. Does the price really matter? I also thought that if these products such as Olay had the answer then what was all the variety for? I saw the cheap version of Proactive. I almost grabbed it, because I have acne and that’s what it is for. So, I must need it. Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw Cetaphil sitting there. There was about 4 different choices for Cetaphil…and I remembered hearing of Cetaphil many years ago. So, I grabbed the face wash and the moisturizer. I stood there with my selection in my cart, second guessing my choice. I told myself again how I had acne, and I need the cheap Proactive or some sort of acne system. I then dismissed that thought.

That night I washed my face and used my moisturizer. The next morning I woke up, and it was the first morning that I woke up without any new acne since September 2007! I have used these two products for almost a month now, and I have gotten a grand total of 3 pimples which were around that time of the month. My old acne is clearing up, and my face is practically clear now. I am SO pleased with these two products.

The face wash makes my face feel so awake and clean. It has a pleasant smell. It does not lather up like a soap, but removes my makeup wonderfully. The moisturizer isn’t greasy, it’s light, and makes my face feel great.

I realize now that I have sensitive skin, and all those acne products were to harsh for my skin. As was the regular body wash. So, if your struggling with acne like I was, I highly recommend this product. It’s very affordable, and lasts quite awhile. I still have a lot left.

This goddamn video isn’t posting either…so follow the stupid link if you want to watch it…which I wouldn’t want to if I were you because it’s long, and you have to listen to me bitch, and you have to look at my double chin the whole time. It’s like torture. Anyway…that’s it. I hate today. Good Bye!

I really need to start blogging more. I don’t understand why it is so hard to write stuff up here. Maybe because I know nobody reads this crap here. So it’s like…eh…whatever…ya know.

I’m really, really grouchy right now. I have some things that are annoying to me. I just want to bitch, and bitch about it here…but I am going to refrain.  At least for now.

The one thing that is bugging me is something that comes up so frequently. I’m almost sick of it pissing me off. I want to not give a shit about it anymore. I want to not even want it anymore. Yet, I still care, I still want it, and it still freaking pisses me off to no end. What sucks is I’m all fine and dandy, and then something makes me think of it and BAM! I’m pissed off. Also, not only does it piss me off, it hurts me inside. I want to cry about it. I want to yell at him, but at this point bringing it up again it’s just pointless, you know? I’ve brought it up SO MANY times…and it never gets resolved, I never feel better about it. It’s all just a big fat piece of shit on my plate.

Anyway, maybe tomorrow I will do a video blog about it.