God, I am having such issues with this freaking blog!

First, off I cannot get coffee cup FTP to connect to it. I emailed Yahoo, and they said it’s working fine, but still I can’t get it to work. So, therefore I cannot get a new theme going, except for old ones, and half of those don’t work or never have.

Then every time I post a video, it fucks up my whole blog where things aren’t in the tables they are supposed to be in, and are all over the place. Or if it doesn’t mess with the layout of everything the video doesn’t show up…just a black box, like the one below. Every video I’ve ever posted just showed up by accident, and I have no idea how it showed up.

The spacing when I type things out is all wonky. I’m not sure if it is wordpress, yahoo or both. It make sit such a drag to even come here, so when I do feel the urge, it pisses me off.

I’m thinking I need to go look elsewhere for my blog, except I am SO used to just using Yahoo. I don’t know why, maybe because I’ve been here for like 6 years. Plus, it sets wordpress all up for me and stuff. I don’t know how to do that shit on my own.
So, where do you do all your webpage stuff at? Is it easy? I’m seriously stupid when it comes to that kind of stuff, and I need easy if not really easy. It has to be cheap too. I only pay like $10.00 a month.

UPDATE: Figured out the problem with the video’s. Now need to figure out the FTP problem. Okay apparetnly it was coffeecup FTP that was messing me up. Filezilla works wonderfully.

Over the weekend, I was reading my archives from October 2002. That is when I decided to leave C. Man, I cannot even express to you how stupid I sounded. HaHa! Like really stupid, and I’m kind of embarrased to even bring it up right now! I would NEVER want anyone to read those, but I can’t delete them. My commnets weren’t there, but I guess some people said I was bi-polar or manic depressive or something and it pissed me off so I responded. HaHa!!!

The whole thing is, during that time, I was pretty much in LaLa land. I had to put my energies into the wrong places and just be stupid to get through it. It was  T this, and T that…and I thought I was SO in love. I really wasn’t, but he was what I put all my thoughts into to keep my mind off of what was going on at home.

That was the darkest period of my entire life. I swear. It was weird and strange. It definitely took some years off of my life. Yet, I had never been so carefree and happy with the fact that I felt like me again. I would never want to relive that period though, ever again.

Anyway, this is why those archives are not here, and are password protected.

I want to make a photography site for myself, but then what’s the point? Why not just put it here, and put all pictures in the Photography & Pictures catagories. I also want to have a certain blog. I want a crafty blog . Do you ever read a certain blog, and you think you want to have the same life as that person? Am I weird??? HaHa.

Maybe if I wasn’t so lazy, I could make things and photograph them.

I’m hoping the laziness will pass here soon.

I ran across a new blog today called Scribble Scratch, written by a delightful woman by the name of Teresa Maree. She is a Georgia Peach, a housewife, and an extraordinary photographer! You can see her photo’s here at teresamaree.com. I knew I was hooked, when I saw pictures in nearly every post, because well you know how I love pictures. Also when I read that she was having trouble sleeping! Hello! That’s me! Right now it’s 1:52 am, and this is the time I dread…because well I’m not tired at all! So, two things in common, and I also see that she is doing the 365 thing on Flickr! Three things! Yay!

So, you should go check her out on her blog, and look at her pretty pictures! I wish I could take pictures that good. Maybe one day.