Dyed my hair dark, dark brown. The bleached parts grabbed that colors like crazy. So I have black low lights.

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December 9, 2008
Tuesday

- Eugene O’Neill

View On Black

Not all that happy with this one. I don’t like the coloring of my hair and skin. I might redo this, if I get really bored…but thinking of all the steps to get to the finished product makes it sound kinda tedious. So this may stay.

Serious! I haven’t been able to keep my makeup on. I put it on, and immediately my eyes start watering and then I start wiping away the tears. Soon, my makeup looks like shit. I don’t likey allergies.

I also have a major headache right now. I don’t likey headaches either.

I’m trying to brainstorm an idea for my picture today. I’d like to get the picture taken before oh, midnight. I actually just want to edit it. I have an idea, which I tried to do last night but bombed. So, I had to do a different one, which I will post after this. The other idea, I’m not sure how I will execute it exactly. I think I took 200 pictures last night trying to get all the elements I needed. I want to do a shot of me jumping down a hole in a cloud. I need my hair flying up, I need my dress showing some movement, my arms up, and then make a hole in the cloud that looks realistic. I need a trampoline for the jumping. It hurts to jump off of chairs onto the hard ground barefoot.

I also want to take a picture of both of my kids like my last picture. Then of one of us together, then frame it them. We will see if I can get them to cooperate. They never want to take pictures when I want them too.

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If you don’t mind, please go vote here.

There is this chick on Flickr, and I’m almost postive she is looking at my pictures and copying some of them. They aren’t 100% the same, but close enough to where there are several where I look at them, and go “Whoa, that looks pretty much like mine!”

This picture:

While I realize this isn’t the most original picture, she has one with her husband, and they are both wearing jeans, and black shirts, holding hands, even standing on the same sides, with their heads cut off. I think maybe her’s you can see their feet…and she added outlets to either side of them. All of her pictures are taken a couple months after mine. I added her as a contact a couple/few months ago, and commented on a few of her pictures, but she never added me back. I think it’s because she’s ripping my shit off.

She has one that looks like this sorta:

Then I was looking at her newest picture a while back, and Jeremy said “Hey, that looks like one of your pictures! Is she copying you?!” I hadn’t even mentioned it.

That was for this picture:

Then! today her newest picture totally resembles this one:

Except she is sitting on the ground, tied to a tree with the same kinda rope, wearing a dress. She also has a wheelbarrow thrown in there also, which I also have in another of one of my picture.

Shit. I would think it was just a coincidence if say any of her shots resembling mine were taken before mine or before I added her as a contact. Then by not adding me as a contact back, she didn’t have to acknowledge me, and could take my ideas. Poop face!

Don’t get me wrong, she takes decent self portraits, she doesn’t suck…but my favorite is that I don’t think she is better than me, and she will get like a hundred comments telling her how brilliant she is and blah, blah, blah. I’m kinda jealous that I don’t get the traffic that other people get. I wonder what they do that gets so much traffic? I swear my position in life is to be the least popular human being in all the land. I wanna be popular dammit! Why don’t people love me?

Ha!

Anyway, it’s oh 3:10 am, and I’ve been editting a picture for HOURS. It’s pretty fucking rad, but I have to finish it up tomorrow with a rested head.

Nighty Night.

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November 9, 2008
Sunday

View On Black

They love me like I was a brother
They protect me, listen to me
They dug me my very own garden
Gave me sunshine, made me happy

Nice dream, nice dream, nice dream

I call up my friend, the good angel
But she’s out with her answerphone
She says she would love to come help but
The sea would electrocute us all

Nice dream

If you think that you’re strong enough
If you think you belong enough
If you think that you’re strong enough
If you think you belong enough

Nice dream

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130:365
November 8, 2008
Saturday

View On Black

Radiohead- Nude

Don’t get any big ideas
They’re not gonna happen

You’ll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking

My picture was inspired by the Radiohead song Nude. Which conveys my feelings about the Presidential election, all the people I see on the web, and anywhere who voted for Obama…perfectly.

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