Dyed my hair dark, dark brown. The bleached parts grabbed that colors like crazy. So I have black low lights.

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December 9, 2008
Tuesday

- Eugene O’Neill

View On Black

Not all that happy with this one. I don’t like the coloring of my hair and skin. I might redo this, if I get really bored…but thinking of all the steps to get to the finished product makes it sound kinda tedious. So this may stay.

I also have a major headache right now. I don’t likey headaches either.

I’m trying to brainstorm an idea for my picture today. I’d like to get the picture taken before oh, midnight. I actually just want to edit it. I have an idea, which I tried to do last night but bombed. So, I had to do a different one, which I will post after this. The other idea, I’m not sure how I will execute it exactly. I think I took 200 pictures last night trying to get all the elements I needed. I want to do a shot of me jumping down a hole in a cloud. I need my hair flying up, I need my dress showing some movement, my arms up, and then make a hole in the cloud that looks realistic. I need a trampoline for the jumping. It hurts to jump off of chairs onto the hard ground barefoot.

I also want to take a picture of both of my kids like my last picture. Then of one of us together, then frame it them. We will see if I can get them to cooperate. They never want to take pictures when I want them too.

If you don’t mind, please go vote here.

This picture:

While I realize this isn’t the most original picture, she has one with her husband, and they are both wearing jeans, and black shirts, holding hands, even standing on the same sides, with their heads cut off. I think maybe her’s you can see their feet…and she added outlets to either side of them. All of her pictures are taken a couple months after mine. I added her as a contact a couple/few months ago, and commented on a few of her pictures, but she never added me back. I think it’s because she’s ripping my shit off.

She has one that looks like this sorta:

Then I was looking at her newest picture a while back, and Jeremy said “Hey, that looks like one of your pictures! Is she copying you?!” I hadn’t even mentioned it.

That was for this picture:

Then! today her newest picture totally resembles this one:

Except she is sitting on the ground, tied to a tree with the same kinda rope, wearing a dress. She also has a wheelbarrow thrown in there also, which I also have in another of one of my picture.

Shit. I would think it was just a coincidence if say any of her shots resembling mine were taken before mine or before I added her as a contact. Then by not adding me as a contact back, she didn’t have to acknowledge me, and could take my ideas. Poop face!

Don’t get me wrong, she takes decent self portraits, she doesn’t suck…but my favorite is that I don’t think she is better than me, and she will get like a hundred comments telling her how brilliant she is and blah, blah, blah. I’m kinda jealous that I don’t get the traffic that other people get. I wonder what they do that gets so much traffic? I swear my position in life is to be the least popular human being in all the land. I wanna be popular dammit! Why don’t people love me?

Ha!

Anyway, it’s oh 3:10 am, and I’ve been editting a picture for HOURS. It’s pretty fucking rad, but I have to finish it up tomorrow with a rested head.

Nighty Night.

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November 9, 2008
Sunday

View On Black

They love me like I was a brother
They protect me, listen to me
They dug me my very own garden
Gave me sunshine, made me happy

Nice dream, nice dream, nice dream

I call up my friend, the good angel
But she’s out with her answerphone
She says she would love to come help but
The sea would electrocute us all

Nice dream

If you think that you’re strong enough
If you think you belong enough
If you think that you’re strong enough
If you think you belong enough

Nice dream

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November 8, 2008
Saturday

View On Black

Radiohead- Nude

Don’t get any big ideas
They’re not gonna happen

You’ll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking

My picture was inspired by the Radiohead song Nude. Which conveys my feelings about the Presidential election, all the people I see on the web, and anywhere who voted for Obama…perfectly.

I’m not trying to be all dooms day with my feelings about it. I wish so much that I felt happy about it, and felt that there was some radical change for the good going to happen like everyone else seems to. I can see how you would feel that way if you trusted our Government and felt like they were working for you, or if you never researched truths about them with an open mind. I know it feels safer to believe what they tell you, and what you want to hear. It’s almost unbelievable the things I read and watch. It sounds like crazy talk. If there weren’t things to back up the information I read and hear I wouldn’t believe it either.

If you have an open mind, please, I beg you to go research things. We need more people out there aware of the things that are going on right now. Things that aren’t going to benefit you or your children. Seriously scary things. I know I probably sound ridiculous and crazy. Prove me wrong.

If Ron Paul had made it all the way through and was our future President, I would be just as happy and giddy as all the Obama people are out there, because he truly would have made amazing changes to our country. He didn’t though, because of Media censorship. The media that was shoving McCain and mostly Obama down our throats. He was laughed at, at the debates, like he was a joke. He wasn’t given the same amount of time to talk as the other candidates. Why? I think because he was a threat. They didn’t want the American people to actually hear what he had to say. They laughed at him, so you would laugh at him. Lower his credibility with the people watching their televisions.

Obama was going to win the election regardless. Even if the votes were close with McCain, they would have manipulated the votes in his favor. Luckily for the shadow Government media did well this time, and really got to people and he won by a landslide. The only thing I find remotely cool about this election was that the American people voted for a black President, even if it was by media influence.

What people need to understand is Barack Obama is not going to make any of the changes you think he is. He doesn’t have that power. He is a mouth piece. This country is traveling down a road, and it’s not about to get off on the next exit in January. If McCain would have won, the country would still travel down the exact same road it’s going to travel with Obama. McCain is coke. Obama is pepsi. Different but still the same. They were choices, so you thought you had a choice. The only difference with Obama is that he is a Democrat. McCain would have appeared to be Bush light. He wouldn’t have been able to get away with as much as Obama is going to, because people are absolutely nuts over Obama. People are actually calling him a messiah, and a savior. That sounds like crazy talk to me.

If you think I sound like a whack job, please go watch this movie called Endgame. There are several others, but that’s a good one you can start with. Do a little research about what you hear in the movie, and then come tell me I’m an idiot. I’m almost sure that nobody will go watch it. It’s 139 minutes long, and doesn’t really fit in to the perfect world Obama will create. Who has time for it when you have better things to do like watch Fox News or Project Runway.

I could make a list of things you could go look up, but I’ll just recommend one thing that won’t seem so crazy out of the question.

Fluoridation of our drinking water- Over 70% of the US has fluoride added to our water. The first time fluoride was added to drinking water was in Nazi Germany. This was done to dumb down the people, making them easier to control. It also sterilizes woman, causes cancers, affects the part of the brain that controls emotions, weakens bones and the immune system, and much more. It is also one of the main ingredients in Prozac and Sarin Nerve Gas. Children who drink fluoridated water have just as much tooth decay as children who don’t. Fluoride is only affective when it is applied topically, and not ingested. Hence the warning on toothpaste.

Also Colin Powell along with Joe Biden both expressed on the same day that we will have an "International Crisis" right after Obama takes office. Powell even gives us some exact dates. January 21 & 22. Some more fear mongering so they can engineer an attack on their own people, in order to take more of our civil liberties and our Constitutional rights away.

What harm can looking at the other side of the coin do? Think for yourself. Don’t let television, newspapers and politicians tell you what you should think.