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December 24, 2008
Wednesday
Christmas Eve

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We like to say "Olé" like the whitest white people. It cracks me up. Do it out loud, right now. It’s fun. Jeremy does this little jump with his hands, and I die from laughter.

You may ask yourself "What is up with that Christmas tree branch hanging from the ceiling with ornaments on it doing in the picture?"

Nobody knows. Just go with it.

Dyed my hair dark, dark brown. The bleached parts grabbed that colors like crazy. So I have black low lights.

In no particular order…

1. Take 5 pictures a day that are not self portraits.
2. Appreciate what I have.
3. Live in the moment.
4. Love myself by taking care of myself.
(no smoking, eat right, get exercise, laugh more, be mad less)
5. Show my family that I love them regularly.
6. Have a clean & organized house.
7. Listen to more music.
8. Walk the dogs at least once a day.
9. Eat in more than out and at the table as a family.
10. Be on the computer less.

I’ve been so lucky the past few days. It’s been rainy, overcast and cold. Today we got super windy added to the mix. I don’t really mind the wind when it’s rainy, I however don’t like it much when it’s warm or sunny. Simi Valley seems to have more wind than any place I’ve ever lived.

I thinks it’s a beautiful day out today, and I don’t understand how people hate the rain. It makes me happy. I hate driving in it, but I even found when I worked, I enjoyed working more on rainy days.

I want to sit around all cozy & warm, sipping coffee, and eating soup.

I hope one day I can move to Washington, someplace where it rains all the time. I was born in the wrong state.

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December 9, 2008
Tuesday

- Eugene O’Neill

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Not all that happy with this one. I don’t like the coloring of my hair and skin. I might redo this, if I get really bored…but thinking of all the steps to get to the finished product makes it sound kinda tedious. So this may stay.

If you don’t mind, please go vote here.

I’m pretty positive I’ve blogged this same thing before, probably about the same people. Ha!

There is this one chick, and holy shit is she annoying. At first I liked her pictures, but they are all pretty much shit nowadays. Then, with every single picture this girl posts she bitches about SOMETHING. It’s never just normal bitching like “Today was kinda shitty, because I woke up in a bad mood.” Oh, no. It’s like a family member died, and she doesn’t even know how she will go on with her life without her Aunt. Yet, you never heard her ever talk about this aunt before who lives in another state far away, ever. Then the next day she is so depressed she can’t even get out of bed. She’s so terrified that she is going to lose everyone she loves. They are all going to die. Then she will complain the next day how she is so depressed because her Aunt died, and now she can’t go to California for her birthday to visit her best friend (who is almost just as annoying) who she met on Flickr, and her 21st birthday is going to be SO horrible because she has to stay at home, with her parent’s and brother. Waaaah! Well if your so fearful your family is going to die and leave you, maybe you should enjoy spending time with them for your birthday. Then she has scoliosis. Which I have no idea what that feels like, and I’ve heard it can be painful. So, add that onto her everyday complaints. Her back hurts, and she is always out of painkillers. Never has painkillers. When she does it’s like she gets 2 from the doctor, and then she is so drugged up she can’t get out of bed for days. Then she has no painkillers. She get addicted to her painkillers, too. She is also depressed. She has been suicidal. Now, today she is having bad dreams again, and sleep paralysis. Seriously. She has sleep paralysis. Then she dyed her hair pink, and now people discriminate against her with her pink hair and her pierced nose and lip. Even her family. Her Grandma even tried to pay her to dye her hair a normal color, and she was like OMG so offended!

Oh yeah she’s “bi-sexual” also. So, she just cried, and cried, and cried for like days because of all the Propositions that passed in the various states opposed to gay marriage. Then took to bitching under a shitty picture about how she is a second class citizen now, and can’t marry who she wants. Yeah. It’s like please shut the fuck up. I guarantee you will grow up and marry a man, if one can even stand to listen to your complaints and drugged out nights on painkillers. I guarantee your days lesbian sex are numbered. I bet you’ve only had it a few times, and I can almost say with 100% certainty that you are not a lesbian, but a confused girl who used to have a boyfriend, and does anything she can to get attention.

She can’t work because of her back. She can’t go to school because of her back. She can’t take pictures anymore because of her back, yet she could like a year ago. Then when people started leaving comments and she got a following her pictures went to shit, and she started complaining more and more. Everything has stayed the same and have gone down hill at the same time for her.

Dude, I do not exaggerate all this crap. Ha! True shit! She says all this shit. It’s almost funny at this point. Before I click on her picture, I try to think of what could be wrong today. It’s a game almost. I know this is way, way bitchy. I realize, but I am way, way bitchy. Plus, I have no sympathy for idiots. You have to realize that every single day you complain about SOMETHING. Wouldn’t you think to yourself, “Wow, I’m kinda annoying! I complain on a daily basis. I never have a good day, ever, well except when I have lesbian sex and I want to let the whole web know I licked pussy last night, but yeah, I sure complain excessively.”

Then the people that everyday leave her comments, and hugs, and sympathies. Do they not see that she fucking feeds on that shit. She loves it. That’s why she does it. She wants attention. That’s why she has bright pink hair, and a major piercing in her nose, than the lip, why she’s ‘bisexual” and wears rainbows, why she tells everyone about her lesbian sex.

I bet a million dollars that if everyone stopped leaving her {hug} comments, she would start taking decent pictures again, and stop all the bitching.