Apparently, I’ve offended people so much that they have kicked me out of every forum I belonged too. After like 12 years.
For a long time now, I’ve been one to drift off, not post, not feel it, feel ignored, be bored with the internet in general. So, I wouldn’t post. Sometimes for months and months. Then I would always pop back in and get back into the swing of things. Always during my times of absence, I would pop in and read what was going on in the lives of people I’ve known practically my son’s entire life, so I was up to date with whatever was going on with them.
We’ll I went to go read today, and lo and behold I have been kicked out of 2 forums. Ha! I assume so they can talk shit about me now, because I’ve never been kicked out before.
So, yeah anyway, Merry fucking Christmas too you too, asshole who deleted me. How about you try to get in contact with me before you just delete me?
What the fuck ever man. 12 years, and I get no notice. That is what kills me. It’s not like I uh, have known these people for a few months. I really don’t see any excuse for that at all. None. It’s a fucked up thing to do. I can think of a few ways to get in contact with me before I get deleted. Myspace, Flickr, a comment here, or Email. So, that tells me that I wasn’t wanted there regardless…and I’m sure there is some shit talking going on.
Apparently, it is time for me to move on…and with my many changes I am going to go through this next year, I suppose that is one more. Say goodbye to all those woman I was in contact with for 12 years.
1. Take 5 pictures a day that are not self portraits.
2. Appreciate what I have.
3. Live in the moment.
4. Love myself by taking care of myself.
(no smoking, eat right, get exercise, laugh more, be mad less)
5. Show my family that I love them regularly.
6. Have a clean & organized house.
7. Listen to more music.
8. Walk the dogs at least once a day.
9. Eat in more than out and at the table as a family.
10. Be on the computer less.
I’ve been so lucky the past few days. It’s been rainy, overcast and cold. Today we got super windy added to the mix. I don’t really mind the wind when it’s rainy, I however don’t like it much when it’s warm or sunny. Simi Valley seems to have more wind than any place I’ve ever lived.
I thinks it’s a beautiful day out today, and I don’t understand how people hate the rain. It makes me happy. I hate driving in it, but I even found when I worked, I enjoyed working more on rainy days.
I want to sit around all cozy & warm, sipping coffee, and eating soup.
I hope one day I can move to Washington, someplace where it rains all the time. I was born in the wrong state.
Serious! I haven’t been able to keep my makeup on. I put it on, and immediately my eyes start watering and then I start wiping away the tears. Soon, my makeup looks like shit. I don’t likey allergies.
I also have a major headache right now. I don’t likey headaches either.
I’m trying to brainstorm an idea for my picture today. I’d like to get the picture taken before oh, midnight. I actually just want to edit it. I have an idea, which I tried to do last night but bombed. So, I had to do a different one, which I will post after this. The other idea, I’m not sure how I will execute it exactly. I think I took 200 pictures last night trying to get all the elements I needed. I want to do a shot of me jumping down a hole in a cloud. I need my hair flying up, I need my dress showing some movement, my arms up, and then make a hole in the cloud that looks realistic. I need a trampoline for the jumping. It hurts to jump off of chairs onto the hard ground barefoot.
I also want to take a picture of both of my kids like my last picture. Then of one of us together, then frame it them. We will see if I can get them to cooperate. They never want to take pictures when I want them too.
I really should cut back on my contacts on Flickr. There’s a small handful of them that just annoy the fuck outta me. It’s like I now see their newest picture and go there just so I can talk shit to myself about them. How horribly negative is that?
I’m pretty positive I’ve blogged this same thing before, probably about the same people. Ha!
There is this chick on Flickr, and I’m almost postive she is looking at my pictures and copying some of them. They aren’t 100% the same, but close enough to where there are several where I look at them, and go “Whoa, that looks pretty much like mine!”
This picture:
While I realize this isn’t the most original picture, she has one with her husband, and they are both wearing jeans, and black shirts, holding hands, even standing on the same sides, with their heads cut off. I think maybe her’s you can see their feet…and she added outlets to either side of them. All of her pictures are taken a couple months after mine. I added her as a contact a couple/few months ago, and commented on a few of her pictures, but she never added me back. I think it’s because she’s ripping my shit off.
She has one that looks like this sorta:
Then I was looking at her newest picture a while back, and Jeremy said “Hey, that looks like one of your pictures! Is she copying you?!” I hadn’t even mentioned it.
That was for this picture:
Then! today her newest picture totally resembles this one:
Except she is sitting on the ground, tied to a tree with the same kinda rope, wearing a dress. She also has a wheelbarrow thrown in there also, which I also have in another of one of my picture.
Shit. I would think it was just a coincidence if say any of her shots resembling mine were taken before mine or before I added her as a contact. Then by not adding me as a contact back, she didn’t have to acknowledge me, and could take my ideas. Poop face!
Don’t get me wrong, she takes decent self portraits, she doesn’t suck…but my favorite is that I don’t think she is better than me, and she will get like a hundred comments telling her how brilliant she is and blah, blah, blah. I’m kinda jealous that I don’t get the traffic that other people get. I wonder what they do that gets so much traffic? I swear my position in life is to be the least popular human being in all the land. I wanna be popular dammit! Why don’t people love me?
Ha!
Anyway, it’s oh 3:10 am, and I’ve been editting a picture for HOURS. It’s pretty fucking rad, but I have to finish it up tomorrow with a rested head.
You paint yourself white
And fill up with noise
But there’ll be something missing
Now that you’ve found it, it’s gone
Now that you feel it, you don’t
You’ve gone off the rails
So don’t get any big ideas
They’re not gonna happen
You’ll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking
My picture was inspired by the Radiohead song Nude. Which conveys my feelings about the Presidential election, all the people I see on the web, and anywhere who voted for Obama…perfectly.
Do you ever have one of those days or a few days where you are just down and sad? When you think about your life your eyes fill with tears, and they just kind of fall out of your eyes onto your lap? Am I the only person who is disappointed with how her life is in almost every single aspect?
Wow! I really hope American’s will start really questioning the way this country is being ran. This country is slowly but surely becoming a Police State, and we will soon have absolutely no rights what so ever. If you think it’s all conspiracy theory, then I dare you to actually look at the “conspiracy theories” and try to prove them wrong by legitimate means. That doesn’t mean what Fox News tells you, go read news from overseas. I dare you to go watch some of the Alex Jones movies, on his website and tell me all the declassified government documents are wrong. He backs up what he says with actual proof. He doesn’t just talk out of his butt. If you would like me to burn you some copies of some of the movies, I will gladly do that, and mail them too you. Just email me and let me know. What harm can it do, to actually look at both sides?
Warns that a panic atmosphere is intentionally being nurtured to get bill passed
Steve Watson
Infowars.net
Friday, Oct 3, 2008
A Democratic Congressman has warned that a panic atmosphere is being intentionally created in order to get the financial bailout billed passed, further stating that several members of Congress were told before Monday’s vote that martial law will be instigated in America if the legislation fails.
Congressman Brad Sherman of California’s 27th congressional district told the House in a speech yesterday evening that he personally knew of several Congressional representatives who have said they were threatened with the prospect of all out martial law should they vote in opposition to the $700 billion bailout.
Sherman essentially intimated that powerful forces who want the bill passed have attempted to blackmail elected representatives.
“The only way they can pass this bill is by creating and sustaining a panic atmosphere. That atmosphere is not justified.” Sherman stated.
“Many of us were told in private conversations that if we voted against this bill on Monday that the sky would fall, the market would drop two or three thousand points the first day, another couple of thousand the second day, and a few members were even told that there would be martial law in America if we voted no.” The Congressman continued.
“That’s what I call fear mongering. Unjustified. Proven wrong. We’ve got a week, we’ve got two weeks to write a good bill. The only way to pass a bad bill is to keep the panic pressure on.” Sherman urged.
Watch Rep. Sherman speaking in the House yesterday:
Watch Rep. Sherman’s full speech at CSPAN.
Sherman has been a member of the House of Representatives since 1997 and also serves on the Committee on Financial Services along with Texas Congressman Ron Paul.
On the Eve of a second Congressional vote on the legislation, these revelations show that freedom in America is under direct attack. The Congress should instigate an immediate investigation into these serious allegations to uncover which private individuals and administration officials, if any, are involved with directly threatening a military takeover of the workings of the U.S. government.
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Sherman’s comments follow those of Rep. Michael Burgess (R-TX), who warned Monday that the only information he had received about the bailout was what talking points to use on the American people and that he had been thrown out of meetings for not blindly supporting the bill.
Ominously, Burgess also commented, “Mr. Speaker I understand we are under Martial Law as declared by the speaker last night.”
Rep. Burgess appeared on the Alex Jones show earlier this week to discuss his comments. Subscribers, listen here.
However, it must be stressed that the definition of martial law that Congressman Sherman is referring to is the full blown military suspension of the normal administration of justice, while rep. Burgess was referring to the temporary suspension of the rules and procedures of Congress by its leaders so that a bill can be passed quickly.
Sherman’s allegations of threats against elected representatives have also been echoed by outspoken political activist Lyndon LaRouche who told an audience “There are those in high positions who know that if they don’t allow this bill to pass, that there are people behind the Bush Administration who will force them to pass it or kill them…”. LaRouche stated that well placed sources had told him that the use of armed troops to enforce the passage of the bill is “reality”.
